SiLLy JiuNz

2009-06-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

I'm not happy my dear friends!!!
I really not happy.. I need help!!
I don't know what can i do n what should i do in the next second~
I don't know what you want my dear.. Suddenly treat me really different.. I really don't know!! I got my own feelings on everything.. I really need a people that can care me always.. I just don't want to argue with you anymore.. 'Three days small argue six days big war'. I really tired on this.. should i just let it go? or have to continue like that? I'm gonna to be crazy.. I need to breathe and i need to shout it out.. what can i do? and what i suppose to do? lead me and teach me please.. thanks very much..

2009-06-23T00:19:00.002+08:00

hi everyone view my blog.. ^^
how are you guys? too bad i can't update my blog after came back from national services.. haiz.. sad sad.. it's really great to have 3 months life at there.. hmm~~ haha.. XD i will post somemore next time i promised.. XP..

2009-03-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

long time didnt post blog.. i'm leaving today.. I'm goin to putrajaya gather after few minutes.. I'm leaving soon.. leaving lover, leaving dearest friends, parents, sista.. ><
i cried because of leaving 3 months.. stupid rite? haha.. min, i wil remember the 3 songs you sing for me.. i wont forget.. may yee, i'm coming back soon to eat pan mee with you and sing k with you.. haha.. Qiz, wait me back and take course with you.. don't worry, i will keep my bad words in the camp.. haha.. leaving.. 2.30 alam shah, putrajaya.. miss you guys.. come visit me la if can.. haha.. banting at selangor.. XP if come visit, remember to buy more snacks for me.. haha.. bye.. wait me back..

2009-02-05T12:34:00.003+08:00

It have been so long i didn't update my blog.. haha.. because i'm busy-ing on my work.. everyday full time.. It's very tired for me.. whole body felt pain and tired.. I have no time to update my blog.. except off day.. well.. today is my off day.. it's really happy and enjoy on my lovely bed.. haha.. going to Ara Damansara tonight with teddy tales supervisor - May yee, her boyfriend calvin and my lovely lay min.. haha.. heard people said there quite okay.. so we take our off day to enjoy there.. haha.. I want shopping gao gao.. lolx.. I want it all !! XP before that, i wanna have a new haircut.. lolx.. any comment? but no one accompany me.. too bad.. wanna find lay min accompany me.. haha.. so bad huh me?
Next, just received a call from my dearest sister.. she heard my sound from phone.. she was surprise why im not going to work and stay at home.. she know i'm off today.. she was very happy but too bad.. she is not coming back have lunch with us.. sound sad.. lolx.. she talk a lot with me in fon while she is working.. lolx.. my mum scolded me.. because she said boss will scold her and ask me faster put down.. isshh.. it's very hard to have a talk with sister de leh.. i miss her so so much.. and she asked me about valentine's present.. ask my comment and some idea.. lolx.. I'm told her that mayb i'm not going to buy.. lolx.. bad right? what a bad girlfriend.. but i really don't know what to buy.. plus i no credit la.. XD 'alalalala' .. some sure saying this when they heard i say no credit.. hehe.. well.. ^^
Next, i knew some friends work with me.. they are very funny and silly, same as me.. and i'm lucky that i stil got some friends work at there.. they still can chat with me.. and tell me a lot story.. it's really happy to have a talk during work time.. because it's not so bored.. I gonna work at the small girl shop this week.. name Girls.. well.. sometimes sales is very good, very busy.. and i have to work with Sally.. oh my gosh!!! she scolded me last time.. the day i knew my timetable i was very down and scare.. i scare i kena marah again.. lolx.. she look fierce actually.. that's why i'm so afraid.. haha.. after work there few days, i felt that not that bad la.. Everyone know i'm down because of this, they tell me that she's is good and if she want to scold sure beacuse you did something wrong.. >< yala.. i did wrong thing last time.. haiz.. chicken hand duck leg.. actually she's quite nice and friendly.. treat everyone very good.. just look fierce.. haha.. Sorry Sally.. i misunderstood you.. XD try to close with her will feel that she's very good actually.. haha.. ok la.. gonna stop here.. byez everyone.. ^^

2009-01-28T14:51:00.002+08:00

drunk.. :S

drank half bottle of wine..

oh my good.. XD

don't remember what i did last night.. haha..

2009-01-02T17:15:00.002+08:00

Pei Yi jie jie.. here to show you my leg.. XD

nice? beautiful?

pretty?

well.. my computer spoilt again.. can't online again.. haiz.. pity..
peiyi.. when hang out with me ah? u said u free de last time.. when ah?
isshh..

2008-12-29T15:22:00.005+08:00

My dearest sister 大个女 lor..

Wai Jiun and Wai Yi

男:老婆,你愿意嫁给我吗?

女:我愿意~

so happy..

kissing kissing there.. XD

So sweet ~

wow.. drinking tea actually..

Pity sister.. drink so much..

is me.. at nite wedding dinner..

lolx.. wu liao..

the last picture on that night..

injured.. felt down after drunk.. ><

the next day oni clean.. pain pain pain.. ='(

help me!!!

2008-12-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

haiz.. don't know should happy or sad??? sister leaving this home ler.. tomorrow is her big day.. tonight is the last night sleep with her.. i really scare i wil cry on tomorrow.. well.. i very very sat bai.. today i was cried when she asked me to take care this family.. and remember call her all the time.. i beh tahan ler... i cried.. my tears ng teing wa.. so bad huh...!!! i should be happy because she found her true love and live with her dearest in the future time.. but i only feel sad.. because i will sleep alone after today.. no one will hear me say sum xi.. no one will console me when im down.. haiz.. i love you so much jie jie.. i hope u will always come back this family.. i will welcome u anytime come back.. XD Love you much much jie jie, Pang Wai Yi ~ >< beh tahan jor.. stop here.. !!!

2008-12-26T23:20:00.001+08:00

2008-12-25T03:06:00.003+08:00

went sungei wang countdown christmas with pohyi, laymin and their 5a6 classmate.. a lots people goin there.. traffic started jam since 3 something afternoon.. wtf..

went to pavillion because pohyi wanted to buy a bag from puma.. lolx.. actually not very nice only lo.. and she got a lots of bag already.. so, laymin and i stop her to buy that ugly bag.. XD

bad huh? whatever..

after that, went to wong kor char chan teng had dinner.. we felt cold at there.. so we quickly finished the food and chiao.. XD went sg.wang to meet li ling then only jiun kang they all at KFC.. laymin and i bought a christmas cap and wear.. well.. not bad la.. haha.. got light de leh.. kai wan xiao.. XD saw desmond and gave 1 lolipop to him as present.. lolx.. i stil remembered he said watermelon flavour quite nice.. ahaha.. so i gave him lo.. he seems moody at first.. went gasoline yum cha.. say the truth la.. a bit bored lo.. the organizer didn't plan some funny game to play also.. haiz.. sat bai la.. lolx.. bored til camwhore with laymin.. ahaha..

pohyi drinking beer.. 2 cups..

mao gai..

is me!!

me again.. :/

after yum cha then went to road side there.. walao.. a lots people playing spray leh.. we all kena.. haiz.. charm.. no place can go, someone decide to go the cafe that near sg.wang then we went there sit a while and drink again.. dennis they all drank beer and the girls drank soda water and fruit juice.. funny.. around 11.55pm we bill and stand at the road side wait for the fireworks.. too bad.. there was nothing.. =.= damn it.. then we sat at the road side 1 hours ++.. dennis fall asleep at the roadside.. pui fook pui fook.. ahaha.. decide to go mcdonald drink n eat de.. but too bad.. there still got a lots people playing.. anyway, lazy to say so much.. haha.. around 2am only go home.. reached home around 3am.. ahaha..

dear dear ah.. i know u care me la.. lolx.. happy lor.. XD
hope we can celebrate christmas every year.. XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DESMOND TYE ~

XD

2008-12-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

went to shopping again.. midvalley XD .. with sister and mum.. bought some top again.. wahaha.. sister bought 3 i bought 2 from nichii.. keke.. i'm happy because i don't need to pay myself, used my sister's credit card.. love to shopping with her.. XP wahaha.. i think she will cry when she received the bill, because she really paid a lot these few weeks.. wahaha.. oopppsss!!!! next, hate you a lot.. ya.. i'm saying you.. damn hate you, you know? everytime make me angry, sad and moody.. but tak sampai hati to angry u so long wor.. really hate this feeling lor.. damn it.. hate hate hate.. why must you make me very meng zang? if i really don't want to reply and choi u one day, u should know what is going on.. get it?

2008-12-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

nothing special today.. pui laymin go the one academy to register.. she going to start school on january.. so good.. LOL !! after gao dim her things went to sunway for shopping.. i bought a bag from MCKY, a top from MNG and a present for sister & her dear.. LOL.. i laugh like shit when i choose the present and the promoter also shy to find for me.. lolx.. guess what is it? XD don't want to tell you guys.. XP had shabu shabu for dinner again.. yummy ~ XD it's really tired because there's so big.. somemore we don't really know about there.. haiz.. today dear dear run away from my question.. wth ~ don't really want to choi him today.. Heng ah !!!!!!! herh !!!!!!!!

2008-12-21T03:21:00.004+08:00

Now it's midnight 3 am.. i still havent feel sleepy and want to sleep yet.. why? i do not believe that cup of coffee really powerful.. wahaha.. today have a lot of fun.. went out early in the morning 10am.. lolx.. with xiao wei and lay min.. well.. this is the first time i hang out with her.. quite fun la.. went to sungei wang, timesquare, pavillion first.. we bought clothes and shoes for chinese new year.. lolx.. is that too early to buy it? i don't think so la.. wakaka.. because now got a lot sales and discount.. XD bought clothes from radioactive, min bought a pair of shoes from adidas original.. wow.. rich girl la.. XD after bought clothes, felt hungry.. we went to shabu shabu hav our lunch.. lolx.. 3 of us really enjoy.. yummy.. lay min and me ate a lot.. wakaka.. it's around 4pm.. xiao wei stil got next round to date her dearest boyfriend.. well.. so sweet~ envy her lo.. kaka.. 3 of us went back midvalley and continue our shopping.. ahaha.. eh.. nonono.. only me n lay min continue shopping.. because xiao wei pak tor with her boyfriend ma.. hehe.. lay min and i did something very silly n funny.. we bought a bottle of champagne and paper cups.. ahaha.. we went to teddy tales and find our ex- supervisor mei yee and calista.. we drank with them n chit chat in the store room.. wakaka.. after that went to buy some aunty's things with laymin.. the gardens and midvalley lo sure.. she wanted to buy table light, clock and all that house things.. lolx... she quite yim jim la.. isshh.. i told her mum she very yim jim and ma fan once her mum called her and asked where is she.. haha.. neh neh neh neh neh.. XP after bought everything is around 10pm, feel like want to yum cha and continue chit chat with mei yee.. so we asked her to yum cha at old town nearby our house.. chit chat til 12am++... haiz.. it's really tired.. but it's fun to have a chat with her.. she told me and laymin a lot things.. teach me how to alive in ns.. wakaka.. teach me how to 'pik ceh'.. lolx.. funny.. reached home around 1am ler.. but didn't feel sleepy.. today not very happy.. moody.. because got some arguement between me n dear dear.. haiz.. just moody.. izzit because of this i can't sleep? i don't know.. i hope not.. maybe is because of the coffee la.. Maybe.. who know?! by the way, i love you more than i can say now.. XD

2008-12-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

what we think is the same..

we are same take friends as important in our life..

well.. i can't say anything or make noise because i same as u..

moody ~~

because what u do never tell me but what i do must inform you.. why har? don't know!!!

but i didn't mm song, because i know i should let you know what i do everytime..

you are totally different with me..

i can only accept what you have.. because i love you.. i need you..

2008-12-19T00:29:00.006+08:00

Today went carrefour with sdt members..

Quite fun and i enjoy the time with them although not that close and more time to communicate with them..

Well.. reached there around 2 and meet them at the main entrance.. XD

Cool ~ 20++ in one gang and walk to 4th floor..

play bowling.. it was a worst day in my life..

omg!! i fall down while i tried to throw the ball..

My body was lost control n 'bong'~~

Pohyi saw that and keep on laugh.. Form 6 friends pull me up and ask me get any hurt?

That time so 'fish'.. i got no more energy to stand.. i just lye there and wait people come and help me.. ahaha.. pohyi so bad!! she laugh at me sambil pull me up..

and one more thing happened..

my long finger nail was broke while playing bowling..

it's painful, but i didn't care so much and continue play.. XD

and the more times i play the more blood came out.. i got no eye to see.. ><

after bowling 2 hours, we went to ebox sing k..

at first, we so happy n enjoy it.. but .. ..

suddenly pohyi accidently touched my finger nail..

omg.. it's really pain.. and i almost cry..

bleed and i shout..

chun yew and she bring me go toilet and wash hand.. i gonna kill her..

but i didn't.. because i scare police come find me.. ><

here's the pic to show how my finger nail..

Started

OMG !!

After pohyi touched ..

finally cut off.. but it's very pain pain..

now i can't type message so fast.. reply message very very slow because i use my left hand.. haiz..
sing k till 7 o'clock.. went to toilet and camwhore.. ahaha.. funny.. XD
let's see :

reached restaurant ho ho around 7.30pm..we started to order our foods.. haha.. fun and nice..
the most funny and 'wat dak' is chun yew.. pohyi and me really beh tahan him.. we just no eyes to see him anymore.. haha..
patrick and ken yip looked at me n keep on zat me.. isshh.. hate it.. and not forgotten, i fight with ken yip while sing k.. ahaha.. it's really funny..i think all of us was enjoyed this 'jamuan'.. ahaha..

our bank today ... XD

tung weng,kien hoo and jack

well.. after eat went to yum cha with form 6 friends..pohyi called her brother to fetch us home.. ahaha..Jack so good fetch pohyi and me go KFC and Pizza hut there to wait for her brother..that time was raining heavily.. omg.. 3 of us was chicken run in the rain.. after go up the car became wet chicken.. =.="

hate it..

reached home around 11.. it's really tired..we shout a lot in the k room and had a lot of fun today.. mayb some not really happy and enjoy because they didn't really sing at all... ahaha.. ahem ~ oppss.. ahaha.. i never regret to join this club.. this is what can i say.. XD today busy on play, didn't sms n chat much with dear dear..miss dear dear so much.. but he will say didn't miss me at all.. so sad to hear that..><>

gonna sleep ler.. goodnight ! sweet dreams ~

2008-12-18T12:35:00.002+08:00

Heart shape :D

My Heart Full Of LOVE ~~

2008-12-15T17:09:00.005+08:00

kissing with bf.. XP

JJ's fans : Pohyi

JJ so handsome.. Leng zai

Jiun and her bf XP

lunch time

speechless ~~

Be right back ~~

2008-12-09T23:57:00.005+08:00

it's fun to had a chit chat with shim, pohyi, yen and sitmun..

well.. wonderful night.. XD

keep talk talk talk, gossip gossip gossip.. LOL

go home around 11pm..

dear dear text me while im inside pohyi's mum car..

but then heard a bad news..

he still sick.. faint.. i hope to stay beside him and take care him..

except let him sleep and rest, i got nothing can do..

worry him..

hope you recover soon dear..

stil got 1 more day im goin to camp ler..

hope can see dear before go camp..

tired ~ ate medicine..

gonna sleep..

bye ~

2008-12-08T08:07:00.003+08:00

OMG!! really sick.. sorethroat

I don't like the feel.. I hate it so much.

early in the morning started feel not well..

started to sorethroat n stomach pain..

neh that type la.. very hate 1 lo.. suckx, bullshit.. XD

went school had a sdt meeting early in the morning.. haiz..

can't sleep so much.. 5 hours++ jek.. charm ~

the meeting wasted me 2 hours ++..

do nothing there.. just laugh and joke there.. lolx..

wasted time and energy to go school.. XP

very sad to hear that.. dear dear was sick too last night.. ><

he seems very serious.. worry him la..

as a girlfriend, i can't take care him and by his side..

i only can worry him.. am i useless girlfriend??

yes, i do!!

Just now called dear dear.. heard he said he is getting better..

happy happy.. but too bad, i always called him and kacau him when he sleeping.. XP

i think i should let him take a long rest.. izzit?

got nothing to do today..

the day without dear dear got a bit bored and moody..

it's real la.. XD

anyway, miss you so much!!

2 more days left to go camping..

going to have a 'gossip gathering' with yen, yi, shim n mun tomorrow night..

long time didn't chit chat with them already.. XD

miss the time ~

2008-12-07T17:23:00.003+08:00

Grey sunday..

Miss dear so much !!

besides online and watch tv, i have nothing can do..

why today so bored har?

just received a message from seni drama secretary..

have a meeting about seni drama jamuan tomorrow..

tomorrow is selangor public holiday.. XD

sister and dad stay home and help to clean house too.. ^^

and going to try the food for sister's wedding dinner..

wakaka.. XD

When will meet dear again leh? hmm~

still have 3 more days goin to camp with wenyen n pohyi..

hope it will be fun..

long time didn't camp with them.. XD

i will miss friends and dear much much..

love love love ~~

2008-12-06T23:34:00.001+08:00

hooray!! dear dear find me just now..

hehe... damn happy lo..

i love you dear.. muackz..

2008-12-06T15:28:00.007+08:00

Went midv yesterday.. didn't go pavillion.. ><

dumxz and me didn't go for interview with vip..

so we decide to walk around, camwhore and go for a movie..

LOL.. Guess what movie we watch?

Doreamon.. XD

Well.. quite ok la for me.. XP

Walk around gardens.. and not to forget i bought a bearbrick for dumxz.

I didn't break my promise ok? haha..

She seems happy that i bought that for her..

Don't know the happiness is true or fake also.. XD

We really nothing to do there.. So, decide to be soh poh..

hehe.. took some photos..

Let's see ... ...

Pity hui shien take the camera.. ><>

Yeah.. Is us... XD

I feel this quite ok lor.. Dumxz and Silly ^^

the 3 of us..

again.. :/

dumxz n hui shien

yeah

when we took photos the time..

A woman ask us to go..

because she want to take photos for her sons and daughters..

her sounds was like no manners.. thought the place is her dad open like that..

there is public shopping mall The gardens..

not near ur house de garden ah.. not playground ah..

thought your children dai sai meh?

she cannot ask us to go like that lo..

there is public 1 ok? everybody can take photo at there what..

why don't you just wait after we took then only take for your children?

No manners!!

dumxz and jiun

well.. around 4 something then go lur..

thought dear dear will find me but..

he break his promise.. disappointed!!

nevermind.. next time!!

-Love you dear-

LOL

2008-12-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

Miss dear so so much..

Although this few days didn't chat so much..

I feel sorry to him.. I'm not purposely to make him angry.. I'm trying to control myself to care him much.. I want to be his perfect girl.. I want to be with him as long as i can..

I know i done something wrong today.. Sorry dear.. please don't angry..

I don't want you unhappy because of me.. Sorry.. ><

I miss you so much err.. what to do? t.t

Today Pn Toh called to my house n ask for my help..

Not only me la.. Wen Yen and Poh Yi too..

Going camp on next thursday til saturday.. what a bad news for me and dear..

Maybe will less contact with him in the camp.. haiz..

Pn.Toh fault.. Bad bad bad!!! ><

Next, going out with baby dumxz, hui shien n vip tomorrow..

maybe they are going to interview.. I'm just want to hang out and don't wanna stay at home.. XP

Because if i stay at home i have to clean my house my mum.. Today i clean already.. I very lazy to clean anymore.. so tired~

Plus dear dear not going to find me, stay home for what? herh..

Hang out with friends better la.. XD

not to forget that i have to find job..

I cannot waste my time in this 4 months before goin to NS..

><>

2008-12-03T10:26:00.003+08:00

yesterday..

had a lot of fun with classmate..

a night to remember..

Jiun & Wei

Dumxz & Rachel

Shien & Jiun

Dumxz & Rachel & Jiun

Jiun & Wei :/

Jiun in the fitting room.. XP

Happy Birthday darling yen

2008-12-03T09:58:00.002+08:00

Wow~ This girl one year older today..XD

She's pretty, skinny..

She like to camwhore everywhere.. XD

Last time i like to call her as Taufu Guai..

Because she likes to eat taufu in the camp..

keke.. XP

She's cute !!

She likes to be herself..
yao xing kak.. XP

She's girl guide too..
always camwhore with me and crazee with me..
izzit yen? XD

Well.. She is a good listener too when i feel down n upset, she will be the one to lend me her shoulder and console me.. like to have a talk with her..
when she having problem, she will contact me n chat too..
We like to help each other all the time..
We have been so long didn't hang out together..
Miss the time we have fun together..
Perlis camp, HQ camp, campfires, midvalley, school, mamak, esso..
a lot memorise we had..
Love you, yen~

at last i want to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LIEW WEN YEN

SPM was over

2008-12-02T11:17:00.003+08:00

SPM was over.. so happy.. haha..

after 2 more days will be more happy.. wakaka..

study whole night account, didn't sleep at all.. When i seat for my account paper exam the time, I really want to shout.. lolx.. u know what? what i study all came out, but i didn't feel happy.. Because what i have study i can't remember so much.. what the hell.. I really want to bang wall lo.. iisshh.. don't wanna to think it anymore.. wanna cry already.. ><

yesterday finished the accounts paper went to dumxz house..

we chit chat there and sing song there.. somebody was really happy and enjoy.. lolx..

Dumxz, agree? haha.. you know who im saying rite? XD

around 5 then baby dumxz fetch me go esso and wait my sister come fetch me home..

thanks ya baby.. hehe..

after reached home, bath, eat then 8 something go sleep.. haha..

really tired.. Sleep til morning 10 am.. lolx.. i slept 14 hours..

my eyes not nice already.. how to go out later? iisshh.. ><

We can fly now.. do whatever we like.. hang out with friends.. from morning til nite..

so happy .. XD haha..

Well.. going out with Pei qi later.. after that meet baby Dumxz then hav dinner with friends..

I think it will be the happy moment when we play together.. miss the time we in the class chit chat.. miss the time we play together.. miss the time so much..

hope we will keep in contact til the day we die.. haha.. I think we won't so fast die gua.. lolx.. touch wood touch wood.. XP

But the sad things is.. I can't colour my hair.. ><>

2008-11-29T10:30:00.002+08:00

I don't know what girlfriend value in ur mind.. I eager to know it..
I'm not a perfect girl i know.. But i'm trying my best to being a perfect 1 in ur heart..
I don't wanna to lost u.. I need you to by my side.. I miss u badly these few days.. Do you?
I really happy to be with you.. That's really out from my heart.. Do you happy to be with me too?
I really scare something gonna happen between us these few days.. I'm trying my best don't think so much.. but i can't.. Maybe i really done something wrong and made you angry.. Sorry..
My mind was lose control to think so much negative way.. Is something changing right now? I hope no!!
Can i share something here? Can i need friends to stand behind me n support me where ever i need?
Dear , I really need you.. I hope you need me too.. Don't leave me alone..
Today really a moody day for me.. ><

2008-11-27T14:17:00.003+08:00

long time didn't blogging.. Miss
Still have 4 more days to go.. The last subject.. wahaha.. Account papers, damn scare nia~
My counting is quite 'good', so i really can't imagine what gred i can get for this paper.. ><
last time, my sister get A1 for account but me... ... haiz..
today really a boring day for me, although mum came back already..
but whole day eat, drink, online, sleep n watching tv only.. nothing else can do..
she will only keep on bla bla bla around me.. lol.. say me n my sister didn't clean the house after she gone.. iisshh.. we did.. but don't know made the house so dirty jek. XP
haiz.. i miss him badly.. but what to do? he will only sleep.. lolx.. piggy ~
another frenz went to genting play.. iisshh.. didn't bring me go.. duno when she only come back..
haiz.. and my phone.. i'm waiting the day come.. my new phone ahh..
haiz.. waiting is the most suffering in the world.. waiting the new phone come.. waiting people message.. haiz.. a lot waiting in my life.. LOL
maybe i'm the stupid 1 to wait for all these.. Am i?
well.. who knows?

2008-11-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

The show start at 8.20pm.. end at 9.50pm..

Yong Shang.. Good Show ya.. ^^

although u did some mistake.. but it's stil wonderful..

11am reached jhe yee's house do revision.. til 6pm..

maths maths maths!!

Jhe yee lying on her bed n playing handphone games.. lolx..

Pohyi say cheese.. haha.. 招牌动作..

it's me.. Silly+Crazee+Moody de Jiun..

Don't know what to do now..

waiting durian drop down from tree..

it's really tired went out whole day..but didn't feel like want to sleep so early..

No one find me chit chat today.. and handphone goin to no credit..

yesterday just top up rm10 thn habis.. haiz..

Why everytime after happy then will feel moody n sad de leh?

i really hate this feel.. if everytime after happy then sad i don't want happy anymore..

please go away my sadness.. =(

2008-11-01T09:04:00.002+08:00

yesterday's pictures...

nite at seed's cafe..

Minzzy eating spaghetti..

I order a special drink.. Icy Green..

it's mixed with cucumber, apple mint leaf n lime..

it's quite nice la.. for me..XD

the design..

Jiun-Rachel-Weiz

we smile.. XD

Me and my dear wei.. ^^

the 3 of us.. ><

2008-10-31T18:23:00.002+08:00

Today is a last day for us in our high school life..

I thought i wil get 1 sijil emas for my gal guide & 1 for my club..

Who knows? Club sijil emas become perak..

and i didn't get my gal guide sijil.. Because i didn't go school sometimes and nobody tell me that i hav to fill in a form so that i can get the sijil.. i though setiausaha will help us to write..

I thought I thought.. In the end apa pun tak ada..

I'm just wasted my time.. I joined gal guide for 5 years..

I learned a lot things.. I know how to take care myself.. I know how to survive in the jungle..

But i just hope form 5 last day i can get the sijil..

Nobody inform me to fill the form.. Nobody ask me to ponteng school..

Why i didn't go school? i damn hate myself now..

I know the sijil is not important.. But i will proud myself lo when i look at the sijil..

i will think that ' wow.. good job!! i didn't wasted my time to do rubbish..'

But now.. i think i look at the rubbish n tell myself ' u are really rubbish, u know? '

i thought i wont cry today.. but i failed to do that..

I really can't control my tears la.. wenyen followed me cried when she saw that..

I'm so so sorry yen.. I'm not purposely made u cried de..

Just now i told my parents that i can't get the sijil.. They asked me back ' very important meh?'

haiz.. i think that's important for me..

ok.. stop the topic..

went midvalley n gardens with my lovely classmate today..

sing k with them n have lunch with them.. i love the time to be with u guys..

it's funny n happy.. muacks..

Dear wei, baby dumxz, honey qiz, lovely lavi n babe rachel.. love you guys..

Peiyi.. thank you very very much ya the present..

i love it.. muackz..

friendship forever.. our friendship will never change.. I promised!!

Muackz..

The present..

a cup..
and another secret present.. ^^

*LOVE YOU*

2008-10-30T08:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm~~ Today woke up damn early.. 8am then woke up already..

Not going school today.. I just got a bit moody, because high school life only left 2 days..

today n tomorrow only.. but too bad.. i'm not going to school today.. XD

But i'm going tomorrow.. I must go tomorrow..

Because tomorrow is the last day to meet all the teachers tat taught us 5 years.. haha..

I really scared i will cry tomorrow.. ><>

Can anyone standby the tissue for me?? XD

I know after tomorrow we gonna sit for SPM exam, we still can come out yum cha see each other.. but it's a bit difficult.. Maybe some will say not free so can't come out meet.. =(

scared after form 5 then no contact anymore.. Will you guys forget about me??

haiz.. I still ask Rachel don't cry tomorrow, she answered me that maybe i'm the one cry first.. haha.. Maybe.. XP

I have been so long didn't post anything.. Beacuse i'm lazy.. XD many things happened in this 13days i didn't update my blog..

I really don't know how to share out with you guys.. Haiz.. I need support!!

I need!! I REALLY NEED IT!!

These few days i did some revision.. I know it's not enough.. I know the effort i put it's not enough much.. everyone was vry stress n feel pressure to SPM.. I will try my best to do it well..

My mum called me last night.. You know what?

The first sentences she told me is 'Study Hard!! Get a good result!' XD

I know it's better than she didn't say anything to support me..

It's better than she don't care me, right?

My tears gonna drop again when she said that.. ><

I agree what peiyi said.. October's babies is *hambao*.. lolx.. izzit?? XP

I know all the things happened is to test me how to live a good life.. right?

Maybe i should advice myself like that.. haha..

I should be strong like what rachel said.. I should be more tough..

Will you guys support me when i feel down or wanna to give up??

I hope will.. XD

妈

2008-10-17T20:01:00.004+08:00

我已经无话可说了.. 上一次是你答应我们说你十一月就会回来..

为什么现在又说要等到十一月尾才回来呢?

没有你在家里照顾,我又怎样能够专心读书去应付考试呢?

刚才你对我这么说的时候,我的眼泪已经在眼睛里打转了..

要我忍受一个月没有你在身旁已经是很折磨我...

为什么现在又要在拖多一个月? 很辛苦,每一天都要出去吃些有味精的食物..

而不是你煮的饭菜.. 你知道是多么的难熬吗?

爸爸,姐姐还有我一个一个跟着生病.. ><

每一次我应付考试,都有你陪我熬夜,半夜三更叫我起床温习.. 准备东西给我一边吃一边温习..

你的照顾都令我有信心的专注在考试.. 这一次大考SPM,没有你在家...

还吩咐我考好一点.. 我怎样考好一点?

我已经忍不住了,我真的很想呐喊出来.. 真的很想哭出来..

我一直都希望一个月快点到来,因为一个月后又可以见到你了...

可是,你今天却告诉我说要在那边呆多一个月才回来.. 怎么可能?

那是不是要在那边帮忙阿姨就不要理这个家了?

家里很需要你,我更需要你.... 妈...

2008-10-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

昨天你送我一个笑脸今天你经过了我身边

每天你这样一举一动都影响我的悲伤喜悦

昨天你多看了我一眼今天我有些心不在焉

哪天我才会有勇气勇敢面对

暗恋喜欢一个人好美想像你轻轻搂我的肩

走在人挤人的街抓紧你的手甜蜜无限

暗恋喜欢一个人好累流泪在数不尽的黑夜

想念变成了习惯想你一遍遍你却好远

如果你不当我是朋友而是其他重要的角色

是否我就可以占有你每个笑容

暗恋喜欢一个人好美想像你轻轻搂我的肩

走在人挤人的街抓紧你的手甜蜜无限

暗恋喜欢一个人好累流泪在数不尽的黑夜

想念变成了习惯想你一遍遍你却好远

喜欢一个人真的好累

暗恋喜欢一个人好美想像你轻轻搂我的肩

走在人挤人的街抓紧你的手甜蜜无限

暗恋喜欢一个人好累流泪在数不尽的黑夜

想念变成了习惯想你一遍遍你却好远

2008-10-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. Today i damn angry with the bus driver..

All the bus driver.. F***ers!!!

Why sometimes drive here sometimes drive there? You feel very shuang izzit?

You feel shuang but i don't feel shuang lor.. Sei yeh.. Want die izzit?

Last time i saw u were drive to that bus stop.. Why today not??!!

One day i really really beh tahan you then i will go complain you i tell you..

I'm not kidding.. F***~

Made me n Qiz wait the bus for so long.. Sorry err Qiz.. Last time i saw the bus were passby there de.. Haiz.. ><..

Wait jor more than 1 hour.. Finally saw the bus at another bus stop.. ISSHH... GGGRRRR!!

That time i was sms Dumxz n dear.. Haiz.. kesian 2 silly gurls..

They were lost.. haha.. They wasted more money to take taxi.. Haiz..

Today really 'sui wan'.. ponteng let guard know.. haiz.. Teacher copy down our name already..

OMG!! Don't dare to go school this week anymore.. sobx sobx..

Scared the guard remember our faces.. haha.. ><

OOOIIII.... Why stil dare to laugh de??

Sot jor.. haiz.. is time to see doctor jor.. ><

2008-10-13T15:36:00.001+08:00

醒了我却还是闭着眼睛只有这样才能留住梦境

还看见我最爱的眼睛还有你偷偷亲吻我的情景

醒了我都不会挣开眼睛是怕泪水慢慢吞噬心情

原以为我们有了约定就能够听见朋友祝福的声音

还来不及和你和你在一起数着天空里坠落的星星

你已经离我而去爱没有继续原来我根本不是你的唯一

我紧闭双眼摒住呼吸根本就不敢在夜里想你

谁知道在白天遇见了你看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里

我留给眼泪不能呼吸我无法面对最后这个结局

曾经我们有过无数话题

爱到最后我们对爱竟会无能为力

first week

2008-10-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

这是第一个星期没有妈妈在身边的日子...
妈妈,你能给一个确定的日期我吗? 很想念你咧...
在槟城住得习惯吗? 为什么你去了一个星期才打一次电话回来?
每次电话响起,我都很希望是你..
结果都是阿姨还有婆婆.. 她们都很烦(不过,她们都是担心我平时都自己一个人在家)...
还好,那样次你打电话回来的时候我都在家..哈哈..
你打电话回来慰问家里怎样了.. 婆婆叮咛我应该说一切都安好..
可是,我就告诉你爸爸生病了... 自从你去了槟城后,爸爸就开始病了..
他病得说不出话来.. 没有声音.. 可是,他还是很不听话.. 还要吃些煎炸的食物.. 真是拿他没办法.. ><
在你去槟城的那一天,我也生病了,不过一两天后就好了.. ^^
妈, 没有你在家真的很安静.. 我没有说你平时在家很吵,只是没有人和我聊天说笑...
也没有人和我挣电视看... 没有人和我一起笑.. 哈哈哈..
我想再过三个星期你就会回来了吧? 好期待..
快点回来啦.. 我知道爸爸都很想念你的.. 只是他不好意思说出口而已.. 哈哈..
不过,这一段时间你不在也是好的.. 让姐姐习惯和练习一下改天嫁了人要怎样去做家务..
不过,还是有我帮忙她的.. 哈哈哈.. XD

Fun day

2008-10-10T22:28:00.011+08:00

Today 2pm Minzzy called me and asked me to go Pavilion..

I said YES and go bath for go out.. haha

She 2.30pm came fetch me and go fetch JiaWei and MeeChin..

We reached Pavilion at 4pm.. haha..

Then, go EX n accompany JiaWei to shopping.. haha..

After JiaWei then is MeeChin.. wakaka..

We went to J.Co to buy some donuts..

haha.. Yummy.. ^^

Then, we went to Dain Ti Hill to ate some sushi..

keke.. yummy.. and the environment very nice too..

If the customers is girl then they will call as dai niang.. lolx..

Im in the Dain Ti Hill..

The waiter help us capture de.. ^^

Again.. =x

The sushi.. Baked Rice Roll Stuffed...

wow..

The resit.. Dain Ti Hill..

The resit.. Theobroma Chocolate Lounge..

Minzzy found out a shop name Theobroma Chocolate Lounge..

at level 4 Pavilion..

The food was yummy yummy..

Wohoo~~ Nice man..

You have to try this..

After tried, don't know what will happen on tomorrow..

Maybe sorethroat again.. haha..

My drinks Princess of Iceland.. (Iced Chocolate)

Snow White Frap..

Little Jane..

Sweetheart..

Chocolate Affair..

yummy ~~

True chocolate and fake chocolate..

A lot chocolate..

The poster..

Im licking thn chocolate.. lolx..

Wow.. the chocolate is very yummy..

But the price.. ahem ahem~~

The people in silver colour sat beside th road..

Capture when the traffic jam..

Driving ~~ man..

She is posing..

2008-10-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

Today no school.. stay at home watch tv and online the whole day..

Quite bored.. haiz.. But don't want to go school..

haha.. hmm~~ wait till night..

I promised Minzzy accompany her to watch movie..

haiz.. I always watch 2 movies with her.. lolx..

Butterfly lover and Disaster movie...

Disaster is a funny type movie..

And Butterfly lover is a sad ending movie.. I was cried in the end..

After the 2 movies, we go home around 11.45pm..

haiz.. very tired..

tomorrow not going school again..

In the toilet, waiting Minzzy..

In the lift..

Night~

Thanks a lot.. ^^

2008-10-08T20:23:00.010+08:00

I will remembered the date of 7th October 2008...

Because I really had a lot of fun on that day..^^

I was woke up at 7 something and to prepare for go out with classmate..

I reached Esso to meet them at 11am..

Then, we went to Times Square by taxi.. haha..

When we reached, we found a place to yum cha.. Beacuse we didn't have our breakfast yet..

Gasoline was the place.. XD

We played poker cards at there.. Because we have nothing to chit-chat.. ><

Around 1.30pm, we leave Gasoline went to walk around..

2.00pm , we went in the room and started to sing k...

HongHor and Ah Gan 3pm only reached neway..

And WuiFoo 5pm only reached.. At first, he sms HongHor and said he is not coming to join us because his house area there were rain heavily.. He lied..

hmm~~ Thought he ffk.. ><

After he came, 6 of them sing birthday song to me..

Walaaoo~~ The vry long lor.. Mandarin+Cantonese+English...

Damn nice la they sing till... ^^

I had recorded down while they are singing.. haha..

Before went in sing k took de.. Not nice de.. ><

Me-Dear

Honey-Me

HongHor singing.. seems vry high.. ><

They are singing birthday song.. ^^

Touching touching...

HongHor-Me

Honey Qiz-SiLLy Me

ClassMonitor WuiFoo-Me

5 of us only.. Lavi and Ah Gan went to toilet.. ><

Ah Gan-Me

My Birthday Chocolate cake..Made by Minzzy..

My Piece of cake.. XD

The sot plug HongHor.. xp

Me and the cake..

Thanks Minzzy.. ^^

^^V

They gave me a surprise again.. ^^

Made me ngan sap sap already.. ><

Ohmy!! lose control... (><)

See the sui JheYee & WengHarng.. still dare to laugh at me.. ><

Make a wish.. ^^

Again.. ;D

My Baby Dumxz and me..

Rachel - SiLLy

WengHarng-Me

PohYi-Me-JheYee

Rachel-Qiz-SiLLy

The study gang.. XD

The Classmate.. ;D

Oppss.. Rachel!!

Yeah!!!

Dumxz looks blurr...

All~~ 12 people celebrated with me.. But Ah Gan went back already.. ><

I wanted to say sorry to Minzzy... Really sorry to you.. I'm not purposely forgot to take photos with you.. you are the main people to wasted a lot sam gei to done the cake and present for me..
Thanks a lot.. ^^

Thanks a lot to you guys had accompany me and celebrated with me yesterday.. Hope you guys had fun and enjoy it..

And thanks to everyone that wishes me by sms, friendster comment, blogs, face to face, phone calls, hearts.. haha.. Anyway, thanks a lot ya.. Muackzz.. (^^)

Tired

2008-10-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

I really enjoy the times with you guys..

thanks for came out with me today.. all the photos i will post on tomorrow..

anyway, i really happy.. ;D

thanks a lot..

The Night

2008-10-07T01:00:00.001+08:00

My sis bought a cake for me... Wohoo~~

I thought she forgot to buy tim.. wakaka...

She never forget the promised she gave.. ^^

She called elder sis's family came back and eat with me..

And i also called my friend Minzzy came and eat..

The photos :

My cake

Me and Sisters

Me and Minzzy

Cake xp

I'm wishing

cutting cake..XD

MInzzy really a true friend, good friend to me...

She stay my house till 12.15am.. She accompany me till the day my birthday..

i really appreciate this friend..

Love ya~

Muackz.. ^^

Thanks ya besties..

2008-10-06T15:00:00.009+08:00

Today i get some surprise.. It's really touching and happy..

Touching they are some true friends remember my birthday n buy present to me..

I was really happy..

I don't know how to describe my feeling..

And i just cannot stop my tears to drop down..

Once i flash back that my sister said she will buy a cake n celebrate with me the day mum go penang.. But.. Mum went to penang already.. That's nothing happen..

Actually I really feel dissapointed today morning.. ><

But after the moment i get the surprise.. Well.. Cried non-stop..

It's because too happy..

Minzzy, PohYi, JheYee & WengHarng..

Really thanks a lot the presents...

I stil remembered when we were still Form 3..

You guys gave me a surprise too.. Am i right? The Nicholas Teo's album..

The process how i get the surprise i don't want to say here la..

Want to know??!! Ask me la.. haha.. ^^

Here is the photos i took after reached home xp :

The board .. By Minzzy

Behind.. Some photos v took vry silly and nice..

ALL ABOUT US... MEMORIE S..

The box..

The present: shirt and pant..

with the shirt n pant.. Nice~~

Wishes card...

From : Pohyi, Minzzy, JheYee, and WengHarng..

Thanks the wishes.. And the present, I like it..

I wont forget the moment n memories.. ^^
love ya.. =)

First day without mum

2008-10-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 9am then wash up..

I heard my uncles n aunts invite my mum go gamble with them before my mum go penang..

haiz.. so we faster go eat dim sum with mum then go uncle's house..

reached uncle's house around 10 something..

Then i gamble with tang ge too.. haha..

haiz.. lose a lot la.. but not my money also.. haha..

Around 1.30pm, my elder tang ge go back penang lur..

& he fetch my mum to my aunt's house at penang too.. haiz.. Say bye bye to her..

Damn sad.. She gonna leave me 1 month.. ><

I don't know what going to happened within this month.. Haha..

No people sweep the floor, no people mop the floor, no people chiong the tv with me..

Haiz.. Gonna be lonely this month..

No people chat with me after school.. No people hear me say lap sap..

I really hope 1 month fast fast pass..

This year birthday without mum..

UNHAPPY~~

Wedding Dinner

2008-10-05T09:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm~~ 4th October 2008 is my Tang Ge's wedding dinner..

haha.. I still remembered his elder brother had a wedding dinner on 7th October 2years ago.. keke.. Because that day is my birthday.. haha.. ^^

Quite happy because can meet some cousin..

I took some photo when i feel bored..

Is Me..

Background..

The wedding cake..

Uncle giving his speech.. ><

She's eating.. My elder sis..

Her husband and son ( Jason )

yum~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~sing~~

Bride-Bridegroom-Me

Tang Ge+Kai Gor - Future Brother-in-law

He's drunk.. but still wanted to drink somemore..

Kai Gor with parents..

Drunk already~~

Haiz.. I believed in people drunk is different with before they drink..

Happened a lot funny things that i can't describe and say here..

hahaha.. wakakaka.. xp

Drunk ~

2008-10-04T01:00:00.001+08:00

I have no more energy adi.. Just now went to my tang ge house..

Because tomorrow he gonna to be bridegroom...

So all the cousins and uncles celebrate his last day to be single..

wakaka.. i drank 5 can beer there.. Bad brother-in-law force me to drink fast fast..

wth ~~ i stil stay til 12.45am only go back home.. haiz..

I really beh tahan ler.. haiz.. so 'wing'.. =x

Eat Drink Play Fun ~

2008-10-02T01:29:00.027+08:00

Hmm~~ Today went Pavilion.. haha.. Quite fun with Minzzy..

At first, we park the car at The Garden & i saw Rachel were there.. haha.. xp

I just say hi to her then go with Minzzy..

We rush to KTM station there wait for d train.. We planned to go KL Central by KTM..

Then, go Timesquare by monorail.. haha.. Good idea..

Because don't need to waste petrol n don't need to wait for traffic jam.. xp

But....... We wasted a lot of time to wait for the KTM.. Isshh..

The sucks KTM.. Don't ever ask me to take this transport anymore.. NO!!

Haiz.. We used almost 1 hour to reached Timesquare.. Damn it..

Finally reached there.. But... haiz.. people mountain people sea..

Very hungry adi.. Minzzy found the restaurant to eat.. lolx..

Shabu Shabu!!! lolx.. We ate a lot.. Wohoo~~ Syiok nia...

Here is the picha i took :

Minzzy choosing the drinks..

The lau pek ring sudah pecah!! XD

The food.. so cute ~ xp

The soup.. xp

Is it cute??! Guess what? tau fu? fishball?

7 extra plates.. XD

Ice-cream(pepermint)

After eat.. =.=

After eat, then we walk around.. I thought i will just window shop.. haha..

At last i bought a new belt for myself in Timesquare.. XD

Minzzy bought a shirt from EX in Pavilion.. xp

After that, we walk to the LG floor.. I promised her come and eat Japanese dessert with her..

haha.. Finally we eat..

The shop name Ministry Of Food (MOF)..

Yea!! It's really nice..

Introduce to all your friends la.. Go and try.. XD

Stand like soh poh.. XD

Ministry Of Food..

The menu.. xp

Minzzy 's ice-cream...
Strawberry Hokkaido Gelato Mini

The Silly Girl with her ice-cream..
Strawberry Kakigori

Minzzy like to pose this.. ^^v (childish)

I'm disturbing Minzzy capture the photo.. xp

Yea!! Everyday is MOF day !

Nothing to do!! Simply capture..

Strawberry Hokkaido Gelato Mini..

The people payING.. XD

The side..XP

Another side.. XD

Order Counter...

The waitress gave me this card.. xp

After ate ice-cream, we went back to Midvalley..

Used half an hour to wait for KTM again.. haiz..

Reached there around 9.45pm..

Chat a while with ex working frenz May Yee..

Planned to watch a movie.. Flight Of The Living..

Isshh.. Don't have a suitable time.. We reached the cinema at 9.58pm..

The movie is on 9.50pm n 12.00am.. AAHH!!

We have no choice.. We bought 9.50pm 's ticket n run to the toilet first..

Then we only enter the cinema.. haiz.. the movie show is adi on..

Nevermind.. I think we missed a little bit only.. haha..

Wohoo~~ Quite 'chi gik'.. haha..

The movie show until 11.30pm..

Before we go home, we had our supper at Mcdonald.. XD

Mcd!!!

On my msn but no one can chat with me ler..

Cause it's almost 3am ler.. haha..

All the human playing chess with Mr.Chow adi.. haha..

Got nothing to say jor.. haha.. XD

Nitex..

Nice Song

2008-09-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

Love was the former owner

But quiet it renting our house

It ceases my lips from speaking

But forms a sarcastic smile

Suspense now raised one of your eyebrows

You asked me if there's someone else

I replied yes hell yes

[Bridge:]

You asked if it's another man I said NO

You laughed and say is it a woman I say YES

Surprisingly you ask me who and it's name

[Chorus:]

And the name is me

And she loves me more than you'll ever know

And I finally see that

Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all

So patiently

She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love

And to choose between you two

Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me

And she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again

Cuz if you haven't heard she's a bad chick

Even though I haven't been no

Yet and still you try and test me by raising an angry

Put it down put it down

[Bridge:]

I'm leaving don't try and stop me NO

I'm late and she is waiting YES

My love for me is to much so I can't stay

[Chorus:]

And the name is me

And she loves me more than you'll ever know

And I finally see that

Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all

So patiently

She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love

And to choose between you two

Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me

Cuz she's actually forming a threesome

And I'm happy that I can join them

Their names are me myself and I

[Chorus:]

And the name is me

She loves me more than you'll ever know

I finally see that

Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all

So patiently

She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love

And to choose between you two

Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me

She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love

Gotta to choose between you two

And you know if I have to choose I choose me

Me - Tamia

tired tired ~~

2008-09-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

Aikss.. Just came back from outside then blogging ler.. haha..

now is already 1.30am.. hmm~~ ^^

Today i really enjoy and have fun.. because i have been so long didnt meet pohyi and go around with her.. haha.. Today went sing k with pohyi and minzzy..

I booked the k room at 2pm, but we 2.30pm reached there..

Lucky, they still kept the booking for us.. haha.. ^^

I was happy because i have almost 1 year didnt sing k with pohyi..

damn miss her voice la.. especially the song she sing.. haha.. ^^

below is the picha v took today :

I just don't want to be alone..

Pohyi and Minzzy have the same pose.. ^^v

She said this is her bed wor.. XD

The SiLLy GiRl..

Min & SiLLy GiRl

Again.. =/

SiLLy GiRl & PohYi

Girls.. XD

SiLLy, Minzzy& PohYi

The spaghetti sauce.. yummy~~

Minzzy cooking..But the Antenna Yip disturbing. xp

Our dinner time.. ^^

After dinner, Pohyi & i helped to wash everything...

We gossip gossip about everything.. XD

After rest 1 hour for gossip gossip, we planned to play basketball and badminton at the basketball court near Pohyi & WengHarng's house..

We called WengHarng bring his younger brother come play with us..

His bro very funny and active.. haha... xp

We always called him baby...

Baby playing badminton with Minzzy...

wow~ it's really tall...

You see the baby.. acting monkey.. lolx

Finally he reached.. Wohoo~~

They look alike.. The Monkey Family!!

We played til 12am sharp then go back home lur...

It's really enjoy and tired..

On the way home i really felt sleepy and tired..

But after reached home and had a cool bath.. Vry semangat!! lolx..

Hmm~~ All d peolpe sleeping jor.. I think is time to sleep ler..

Nitex.. XD

爱错了吗?

2008-09-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

才一天寂寞就搬进我住的房间

原来爱上你没有休息时间

深夜不打烊的商店我是最孤单的店员

限时熟卖的商品是原谅

一眨眼我穿过没有你在的夏天

也听说你有别人在身边

第一次我尝到失恋第一次做到不埋怨

但是做不到的眼泪什么都看不见

我爱错了吗你也算了吧做我的右手你都忘了吧

我所有的缺点难道不能吞下

童话没有把结局留下掉进眼里的沙我爱错了吗

一眨眼我穿过没有你在的夏天

也听说你有别人在身边

第一次我尝到失恋第一次做到不埋怨

但是做不到的眼泪什么都看不见

我爱错了吗你也算了吧做我的右手你都忘了吧

我所有的缺点难道不能吞下

童话没有把结局留下掉进眼里的沙我爱错了吗

我爱错了吗你也算了吧做我的右手你都忘了吧

我所有的缺点难道不能吞下

童话没有把结局留下掉进眼里的沙我爱错了吗

EQ低

2008-09-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

最近不知在搞什么鬼,突然间有种不想开口说话的时候...
突然有种只会脸黑黑的对着家人,结果就挨骂了...
不想和人聊天说话甚至sms也不想,反正就是一开口就觉得很烦...
很想把所有的人都变哑巴,没有人们的杂音,你说该有多好啊!!
搞不清楚这几天为什么心情那么的低落...
一点点事情就发很大的脾气,在妈妈面前也不例外..
所以昨天晚上和妈妈吵架了,她一直骂一直骂... 以前的我不知道去了哪里?
昨天晚上我竟然连开口想反的意思都没有,好像便哑巴了..
为什么每当我把自己麻醉了的时候,都有种很悲伤的感觉?
是这样的吗? 我自己都不知道... 有谁能告诉我呢?
这两天都自己留在家里,空虚又孤独.. 爸爸,妈妈和姐姐都出去了..
留我自己一个人.. 虽然,这感觉很可怕,可是...
我没有去找朋友,因为我不想利用他们来消磨我的时间...
电脑又被姐姐弄坏,还好现在没事了..
就是因为姐姐弄坏了电脑,所以我发了很大的脾气..
结果就挨骂了.. 为什么?
心里好像有一块大石头,它让我很辛苦,很想流泪可是却找不到理由..
是考试的压力吗? 不可能.. 是感情吗? 更不可能..
我已经想不到是什么因素了.. 谁能来救救我????

倒数中秋节

2008-09-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

Crazy lay min.. haha..

This is the heart shape made by weng harng.. for his lovely gal gal.. shin~

My tongue vry long.. haha..

Im playing candle like a small children.. keke..

J for Jiun.. haha..

Heart shape.. It look a bit cacat n kik sui.. haha...

2 silly gals play badminton at basketball court around 11...

We at d basketball court near sista weng harng's house.. haha..

Except play candle, we also play badminton n basketball.. keke...

I think it's vry healthy night for us.. haha..

It's really fun.. only me, sista lay min, sista weng harng n his younger brother..

keke.. We play until 12 sumting only go home.. haha..

Sista's parents call him many times n ask him go back home..

Because d court there is quite dangerous.. haha..

Actually, we not scare.. Well.. 4 of us noe fight ma.. haha..

After reach home, bath n rest... haha..

终于说了

2008-09-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

想了好一阵子, 可是不知道应该怎样开口...
今早终于都鼓起勇气sms告诉你... 其实我很怕再一次失去你... 我更怕再一次伤害你...
我知道就算我愿意和你再一起, 你也是没有办法维持和保护我们的感情...
我不想打不会赢的战... 你知道吗? 我从没有忘记过你... 我只是想办法让自己不那么想你..
这两年里,我曾问过自己有没有后悔离开你...
脑袋回答我说:没有!!" 也许,我并不是想念你.. 我只是对你的细心和那段日子的留恋..
仔细想一想,没有啊!! 离开你,我一样那么快乐.. 我一样过得很好..
告诉你后.. 我还以为你会黯然的接受,不问为什么..
可是, 过了一阵子, 你回复我还问为什么..
我只好告诉你真相.. 我对你没有以前的信心了..
现在的你, 已不是当初我所认识的你了..
虽然你说你为我改了很多.. 你为了让我看到不一样的你...
你少吸烟, 不去clubbing, 专心工作... 我明白也很开心你的变化..
你应该知道我并不在乎这些.. 我在乎的是你内心深处有没有改变...
你的脾气, 你的态度,使我坐立不安... 不过, 我认真地想了3天..
我不想浪费你的时间去等我的答案.. 因为不值得..
我已经对你失去信心了.. 我相信不了你, 你给不到我信心..
当你回复我的时候, 眼泪却不由自主的涌出来...
你说你很心疼,并祝福我找到一个很好的男朋友...
我知道我已经伤害到你了.. 对不起..
朋友...

>.<

2008-09-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

一直认为，有一个人值得你牵挂、值得你关心是件幸福的事。
因为拥有的往往不是最好的，因而也不会懂得珍惜。
飞在蓝天里的风筝自由得让人心疼，但也让人依恋…… 有人说，爱情不是奇遇，可是当我们在这样的奇遇中有了爱情，却早已注定了分离。
适合走到最后的人，从一开始就是为了彼此而生的。相信这一点。
相信冥冥中注定的相遇和分离。有心的人，再远也会记挂对方。
无心的人，近在咫尺却远在天涯。
所有爱情都会过期，关键在于它驻留在何处。如果它停留在曾经，那么它只属于这个时点；
如果它停留在你心里，那么它就会成为永恒，甚至超越你的生命。
一直以为幸福在远方，在可以追逐的未来。
后来才发现，那些拥抱过的人，握过的手、唱过的歌、流过的泪、爱过的人，所谓的曾经，就是幸福。在无数的夜里，说过的话，打过的电话，思念过的人，流过的眼泪……
看见的或看不见的感动，我们都曾经过，然后在时间的穿梭中，一切成为了永恒！
或许，每一个人都会永远保留着一些东西，譬如淡淡的微笑，譬如不断的前行。
始终让心里最透明的眼泪不会融化。那些眼泪是纯洁而透明的，留着一个年代的痕迹。
这种场景是温暖的，让时间忘记流动，让眼泪忘记温度...

别难过,还有我在..

2008-09-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

感情的事就是那么的令人烦恼..
有人说 [合则来,不合则散], [ 不愿天长地久,只愿曾经拥有]
但,不是每一个人都做得到...
今天,我有两个好朋友都在感情上出现了问题..
可是,我却只能安慰一个.. 另一个并没有第一时间找我哭诉..
有一点失望.. 也许, 她害怕我会担心她吧!! 又或者是, 她害怕会在我面前哭得更厉害..
可是,她却不知道不告诉我,我会更加担心她... 朋友,我开始质疑朋友的价值了..
Honey,那男的不值得你为他伤心.. 男生嘛.. 街上多的是..
会伤害你的男生,并不值得你为他哭... 当我知道这一切的时候, 我真的很想关心你..
还想问你, 朋友!! 还好吗?
我的肩膀可以委屈一点,借你一下下.. ^^
纸巾吗? 有!!! "大把".. 我进很多货的.. lolx..
到另一个了... 这一个是我遇到什么困难的时候,都会伸出"圆手"来帮我的..
Sista... 不要再去想那件事了...
我想她只是想要补偿你.... 她应该是用错了方式..
放下她吧.. 你应该会舒服一些.... 你还有我们啊....
Honey, Sista... 感情没有了这一段,又有什么大不了?
下一段一定会比这一段好... 往好的方面想.. [旧的不去,新的怎么会来?]
我知道说容易,做却有点难.. 不过, 放心..
你们至少还有友情... ^^

2008-08-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

29.8.08
nite went to midvalley n watch 2 movies with laymin.. hehe..
lukiest men n 4bia.. haha.. vry shuang..
9.30pm watch d lukiest men.. but we r late.. lolx..
v 9.45pm oni bought d ticket n run to the room.. haha. damn funny..
but lucky havent start yet.. haha.. end at 11.10pm..
tiz movie okok oni lo.. i tot vry funny but actually not.. >.<
came out from d cinema n go toilet for a moment.. haha..
after tat, went to mcdonald n bought supper.. haha..
set burger.. wow.. haha.. but laymin felt sorethroat.. haiz..
11.45pm v went to room 16 n watch 4bia.. wohoooo~
is a ghost movie.. tiz movie hav 4 story.. wow... shocknya~
scared dou~~~~~ i wan to close my eye for a second.. haha..
juz a second la.. haha... laymin was bside me.. haha..
she oso scared.. i oso scared.. damn funny...
4bia end at 1.48am.. wohoo~ after d movie v stil sit there n look at each other..
coz v feel scared.. hahaha..
well.. around 2am, v go carpark n tik d car.. thn go home n rest..
on d way go back, laymin said she feel d road was hers.. she drive abit fast.. =.=
but suddenly saw an accident.. haiz..
one car cum one car go.. two car bing bong call eno eno cum.. hehe..
oppss.. sorry.. i shouldnt laugh.. >.<
reached home 2.30am... thn chat with frenz til 3am..
started sleepy so go sleep ler.. haha..

30.8.08
today is merdeka's eve.. haha..
wake up at 11pm.. lolx..
thn dad force me to wash up.. lolx.. damn hate ppl force me..
but nvm.. better b guai lui n go.. haha.. c im so ting hua.. keke.
suddenly qiz call me n ask goin to countdown tonite?
haiz.. duno ah.. scared no transport back..
bcoz too many ppl adi.. taxi vry expensive.. monorail too many ppl..
haiz.. how? sleep bside d road? or under d bridge? haha..
or go mamak n mcdonald til the next day?
haiz.. alot question mark on my head..
hmmm~~ later oni decide la.. haha..

haiz.. charm..

2008-08-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

today morning woke up vry early..
mom wake me up at 7 sumting bcoz i nid to go puchong utama there make a new ic..
haiz... damn ma fan.. wait taxi adi wasted me 1 hour++.. almoz crazy..
but lucky, d place no much ppl.. half an hour thn gao dim everything.. haha..
but hor... haiz.. d weather is not vry nice.. it started raining after v came out from d place..
haiz.. after reached home, v adi bcame 'wet chicken' hahaha..
although whole body oso wet adi, but me n my parents stil laugh n laugh n laugh..
hahaha.. mayb crazy adi.. hehe.. especially my mom, so high while walking in d rain.. lolx..
after went home.. yeah!! sis took back computer lu.. but hor.. got nothing inside..
haiz... all my photos, songs, videos n all tat disappear adi.. sob sobs.. >.<
haiz.. but hor, sumting really make me laugh.. hahaha.. my computer connection got problem..
so i called to tmnet customer service n talk to d fella.. haha..
lucky d fella understand my bm.. haha.. congratz to him.. wohoo..
lolx.. after half an hour more i think.. finally solve d problem, but hor..
another problem comes.. everyone listen here!!! im using d old old old version msn now..
damn toh sui... lolx.. sorry to say tat la.. keke..
haiz.. i tried many ways many times to download new version msn..
but hor.. noob pig is wont success to complete her job de..
peiyi n some frenz oso teach me n helps me a lot.. but....
noob jiun stil failed to download.. haiz.. disappointed jor.. wan to give up adi..
suddenly remember sumting.. stil remember wat happened yesterday..
when its happened i duno wan laugh or angry better.. only 1 thing i noe is run..
as fast as good.. toilet oso dun dare to go d time..
tat was vry embarrass moment to me.. :'(
sob sob.. >.< now stil vry pain ah.. wuwuwuw...
qiz help me!!!!

很多东西

2008-08-02T11:53:00.000+08:00

已经有一个多月没有写部落格了..
这一个月里感触还蛮多的，不晓得要在哪里说起..
并没有什么值得开心的事情发生，只有焦虑和忧伤..
焦虑是因为考试就要到了，自己却还没有收拾心情准备考试.
我还是那么的不定性，每天放学后都出去喝茶和玩，完全没有把考试放在眼里似的..
偶尔想起才会担心，才会觉得害怕.. 教教我吧！我该怎么样才能专心的准备考试呢？
忧伤是我这一辈子最不喜欢的事，它会使人哭泣，悲伤难过.
人就是那么的脆弱，我们并不知道什么时候会离开身边的人..
谁会知道下一秒会发生什么事？神吗？
所以啊！我们真得很应该珍惜和爱护身边每一个人！
昨天晚上，我发现了一些东西..
一些看了会恨沮丧的东西，我不知道该伤心还是愤怒好..
朋友之间应该存有些什么呢？信任吗？关心吗？
我并不知道我的那位朋友说的对象是谁，可是他的那些话看了都会令人毛骨悚然..
我不曾看过他这样子，我也不知道是谁惹她那么生气..
我一直都在怀疑那人是不是我。如果那人是我，我会很生气，也会对他很失望..
曾经付出的友谊和真心都是白费的..
许多东西收藏在心里并不好受，为何不把它发泄出来呢？
我倒觉得这样会好过一些，也许部落格是你唯一能发泄的地方吧！
不过那么狠毒的东西骂了出来后，要懂得收敛噢！！
^^

今天拿成绩册

2008-06-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

已经有一个星期没有写部落格了.. 似乎有人在期待哦!! 哈哈!!
今天真可怜宝忆, 鞋子竟然不小心的'跳'进水桶里.. 咔咔咔...
我只好让她穿我的鞋子一会儿... 她的鞋子就拿出去晒咯!!!
提起鞋子, 我的汗妮佩琪的鞋子被法哥偷拿了...
这些法哥真没道德, 他们一定是没有尝试过鞋子被偷的滋味..
把我的汗妮给弄哭了.. 真心痛!!! 他们真是世上浪费米饭的法哥啊!!! 哇咔咔咔...xp
今天中午拿了成绩册, 班上都好像没有人去拿哦...
老师就好像傻婆那样坐在那边等.. 哈哈... (嘘!! 不要说出去哦.. 不然等下老师扣我考试分数) XD
当我妈妈和姐姐都到学校时, 就立刻去拿成绩册了..
陈老师似乎没有东西要告诉我妈妈, 场面很安静!! (也许平时的我都很乖啊!!) 哈哈..
我也觉得蛮好笑一下的咯!!! 哇咔咔咔.. 我妈妈又没有东西说, 老师又没有东西说.. 哈哈哈!!
好像在比赛谁开口先谁就输了.. 哈哈... 开玩笑的啦!!!
可是, 最糟糕的是姐姐看到我的成绩就问我 :"你有没有够力一点哦? Akaun 和 Math 都这么差..
我只能笑一笑带过.. 呵呵呵... 无可否认的, 这次的成绩真的很差啦...
唉~ 还有21个星期而已, 可是我的心就好像一点也不躁急...
怎么搞的啊!!!! 难道我又得临时抱佛脚吗? 还不知道佛让不让我抱它的脚呢.... >.<
唉~ 下下个星期就是Sentosa Idol了.. 真的要好好的准备一下..
希望今年能办得好.. 希望会有很多同学出席.. 哈哈.. 帮忙宣传一下嘛!!!
呵呵呵..

学会一件事

2008-06-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

哈哈.. 今天perjumpaan结束后, 文燕和宝忆陪我打扫bilik pandu puteri..
在我要开始清理的时候, 发现没有烂布.. 我去那些箱子里找到有很多都写明是烂布的..
里面就真的有很多布.. 那些花纹都蛮搞笑一下的.. 好像那种很老的婆婆穿的花纹..
哈哈哈.. 然后, 我们三个就开始剪烂这些布.. 哈哈哈.
当中我们还学到以后要怎样去撕烂'二奶'的衣服.. 嘻嘻嘻..
如果以后老公有外遇.. 哈哈哈.. 那他们就惨了.. 因为我们已经学会了撕烂衣服的技巧..
哇咔咔咔... 其他的女生, 如果需要我们帮忙也可以联络我们哦.. 我们是很乐意的..
哈哈哈.. 最'狼'的是文燕和我吧? 宝忆真的是斯文到... 嘻嘻.. ^^
还好那时候没有人经过, 不然她们一定把我们当成傻婆那样.. 哈哈哈!!!
谁知,刚要开始时, 一个两个都不得空了.. 宝忆去练篮球了, 文燕就回家了..
可怜的我必须自己清理.. 要洗厕所, 扫地, 抹地... 还好文燕帮我抹了窗口.. ^^
我就这样自己一个人清理.. 大概有半个小时吧, 就搞定了..
然后这时, 正是太阳晒到我头顶的时候.. 我还得自己一个人孤独的走路下去搭巴士..
那么辛苦的走到下去, 谁知有一辆可以回到家的巴士不停给乘客..
我那时候真的很想骂粗口.. 又热又晒, 等到我已经头痛了..
从我到达巴士站到我等到巴士, 总共用了一小时.. 好可怜哦!!
回到家我就直接睡觉了, 累到.. 哈哈哈..

-笑-

2008-06-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

今天是好笑和愉快的一天..
今天的早晨好像特别的冷.. 坐在教室里的我, 一直都在发抖, 不能入睡..
嘻嘻嘻... 我也不知道为什么今天好像特别的精神...
今天下课的时候, 我没有吃东西..(嘻嘻嘻.. 我要减肥哦!!)
等到中午的时候, 和佩琪,baby,还有她的宝贝一起在Freezone共享午餐.. 美味的午餐!!!
哈哈.. baby的宝贝不知道是不是害羞.. 一直都没有和我们聊天..
直到我们要回去补习的时候, 我和佩琪制造机会让她们 '小俩口' 谈谈天, 聊聊地.. 哈哈哈..
就是因为这样, 我们迟到了.. 补习老师竟然琐了门, 不让迟到的同学进去..
我的心里就想到 '糟糕!! 怎么办?'.. (今天还是第一天上他的课..)
还好, 那历史老师只是和我们玩玩而已.. 他还叫我的baby是lim ah mui.. 制造很多笑话出来.. ^^
上完了一小时的历史课... (他也几搞笑一下的咯!!)
又要上一堂科学课...(这个科学老师满风趣的)
然后终于都挨到今天补习最后一小时的数学课..
对于平时屁股都坐不热的我来说, 已经开始不耐烦了...
好想要睡一睡哦.. (呵呵!! 坏习惯又开始了..^^)
数学老师进来了.. 我就知道不能睡了.. 好可怜哦!!! >.<
突然想起, 数学老师上个星期给的功课没有做.. 哈哈..
还好这位老师没有抓狂.. 哈哈哈.. 还和我们一起讨论呢..
然后,就开始教新的一课.. 这一课.. 其实是非常地容易..
我却不知道为什么不在状况内.. 哈哈哈..
kar keat 一直教我, 我却一直做错.. 我的错是无厘头的.. 哈哈哈..
把她弄得哭笑不得.. 气得她想去撞墙.. 哈哈哈.. 开玩笑!! ^^
最终我把她搞乱了.. 连她自己也好像不会做了.. 哈哈..
只是不知道为什么我们会一直笑个不停..
我们的笑声不是一般的哦! 还好老师没有骂我们.. 嘻嘻嘻..
补习结束后, 我坐上姐姐的车, 然后回家..
在回家的路途中, 我听到988电台的节目:超强k6党.. 哈哈哈..
对于这个节目, 我只能用两个字去形容:够废!!
哈哈哈.. 无可否认的, 这两个节目主持人真的很棒.. 头脑竟然想到这些东西来娱乐听众..
笑了这么多, 很累了.. 原来笑也会累的.. 不错嘛! 笑可以长命百岁呢!!
所以朋友们, 多笑是不会亏本的!!! 不要把喜悦收藏在心里, 别那么自私嘛!! 告诉我啊!!
哈哈哈哈!!!

'好'人的回报

2008-06-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

讽刺别人会让你好过一些吗? 嘲笑别人是你的工作吗?
我现在才发现为什么那么多人不喜欢和你做朋友..
那是你活该.. 自己吃饱饭没事做..
你的行为简直是令人无法控制自己的情绪..
我无法形容你... 是天生犯贱? 还是像只猴子到处都很痒?
我真的很为你身边的朋友操心...
我很担心有一天他们会控制不了自己抓狂,拿巴冷刀砍你就不好啦!!!
还有哦!!!! 记得过马路要看看左, 看看右, 再看看左才好过哦...
走路时, 要睁大你的'死人眼'来看路哦.. 不要踩屎都不知道嘛!!!
我都是为了你好..
好好的照顾自己吧!!!